I have only just found the composure to write. Had I been around in person I would have said all of this but typing and writing always takes so much more time and careful thought as it goes out to the world forever. My heart hurts for you both.
So, I thought you might like to see this piece I wrote on my personal blog. If you want to use it or any part of, feel free but only credit me with concerned onlooker rather than my name please.
I used Belinda’s farewell video as the topic.
It’s unforgivable how it turned into an information spy-war instead of a united awareness campaign to save the children and wake normal, decent people up to what’s going on. Some genuine and highly active people got hurt in irreversible ways and much more importantly the children got forgotten about entirely. At least those three or four individuals can comfort each other in their success at demolishing their own imagined demons. Was the establishment not enough?
The rest of us ‘little’ or dumb people despair at the loss of credibility, cringe in humiliation at their hypocritical actions and words, knowing how satisfied the real criminals are at the implosion. Pro-Intel? Yes indeed, we certainly understand now, thanks to the work of two previous internet supporters and one steering it from within. I feel mugged. The trolls did not upset me anywhere near as much.
For the establishment, Belinda was a pain in the arse. To them, she was always lurking outside their beloved RC of J, interacting calmly, peacefully and professionally, chipping away at their shell and making rather unwelcome yet reasonable intrusions into the minds of their brainwashed officials. She was doing so much more damage than internet typists ever do with their SCREAMED venomous insults and demands as self appointed messengers of God or aliens.
She was playing within the twisted rules of engagement, bending them ever so slightly at the right moments and her restraint from dominating others to act in a more composed manner is highly commendable. Belinda wasn’t judgemental, wasn’t patronising, wasn’t cruel, wasn’t wicked and right up to the end there was no trace of bitterness despite being cruelly turned on by those she had offered her support, reputation and mutual trust to.
Belinda behaved like a lady throughout and nobody can convince me otherwise. I have my own eyes and ears to determine who the real villains are. I briefly met this lady twice in ‘real life’ and I know my own senses. I say this, before some pixellated banshee textually screams at me calling me a fool from some evil inspired compulsion to attack those ‘idiots’ who don’t see everyone with God given intelligence and wisdom as cult members. Should I suspect myself?
I thank the good God, that guiding benevolent force that brought me into the orbit of so many heart centred people and I blame Evil for infecting the minds of those who looked into it’s alarmingly familiar face and were seduced by it. Did fame and money entice you to knock out your competition in your info wars mentality?
I pray again, that those who were scared off by madness in the midst can reunite, without prejudice of our minor differences in opinion, to raise factual awareness of all the children who have no true protection from these cloaked professionals in high places that seek to prey upon them further into the future.
There is no doubt that we all face darker times ahead, in all countries, and for some it’s already hell on Earth. Dishing out more unnecessary suffering based upon anonymous whispers is not something I want to be involved with and take measured steps to avoid. Let’s focus on the real villains and forgive our immature transgressions. We have all been disabled by their capitalist, status driven propaganda programming, so having tolerance is vital as we attempt to work peacefully together and not in constant states of high drama or competition.
Much much love and good wishes to you both. It hasn’t all been in vain. The first battalion are wounded and off the front line but they under estimate the next team of information warriors in training who are forming in their private groups. We are learning from any mistakes or misjudgements, just as they are. We haven’t forgotten or forgiven.
Belinda always put others’ need before her own. Her house was “HRH Belinda”: “Human Rights Hotel Belinda”.
The speculations / allegations / libel / slander are soo pathetic / ridiculous / untrue and, ungrateful! Belinda had spotted that Barnet Council were planning to prosecute me. Hence she suggested I go on a little holiday. Now she’s gone and I walk the ‘path of humiliation’ in the ‘institutionalised intimidation and compliance‘ culture of authorities set up by The Establishment for The Establishment, at the expense of “we the people”.